Thursday, February 21, 2008

I MOVED MY BLOG! again..... so sorry..

HI EVERYONE!! sorry but i moved my blog again. please relink me @ nickpratafreak.wordpress.com

reason is the same as why i moved the last time... so sorry for all the trouble...

Friday, February 15, 2008

CNY cum Vday cum EXAM

gosh. my last post is 5th feb. now is?? 15TH FED! havent got the time plus feel to blog for the past few days. so many thing happened. so many things to blog. so many things to express. but yet so many things to explaine. therefore, aiyo don blog about it. haha guess ur noe why i so long never blog le rite

OKAY

cny... alamak. income not that good. HAHA. then majiong for quite alot of times. plus my highest record is 22hours majioning. MUA HA HA HA.

then yesterday i went to cheeka house again to play majiong. got me, dragon, mcmillan, cheeka(ofcourse). i won 13dollars!!!(quite alot for 10cents;20cents) lol. so 4 guys, playmajiong on Vday. LOL

exam. nth more to say. study lo.. can u believe? im realli studying!! grr... 3 paper. haiz. mon, wed, fri. thenim free and wait for RESULT. realli studying veri hard now..

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

dreams

wee~~~ i need to redo my GD project.. when tml is the deadline. FUCK MAN! tml CNY eve still need come bk sch. GRRRRR. now waiting for XY to draw finish then i choing bk home scan in to my com then AI the drawing..

yesterday was damn tiering for me.. u can noe from how much i sleep. woke up at 630, slept on bus 147. woke up, change to bus 31, sleep again. then go work. after working, sleep on dad's car from work place to home. bath, then sleep from home to school. at school, slept for 5min before going for dance. after dance, slept on dad's car from sch to dinner. after dinner, slepe on car again while mum and sis went shopping for 30min. then sleep on the 10min ride home again. went home, sleep from 1+ to this morning 11+. cos fell asleep accidentally, so forgot to put alarm clock. damn..

im not supposed to sleep last nite, supposed to do my GD project. lucky i slept, cos wadever i did yesterday nite will be usless. i think its asking me to sleep, so i caan chiong my GD tonite..

but i wished i didnt sleep last nite, cos of all the dreams i had... it was one of the few time when i can realli remember wad i dreamt, but i wish i had not remember.... it was wierd but i had 3 dreams!! guess i slept too long. grr... all are nightmares!!!

fuck my life

cny is coming. but i don have the cny feel at all. my no-life life is realli catching me up. fuck.

i wash my hands off.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

PHOTOSHOOT SESSION!!!

omg... the photoshotting session was so damn nice la... i start to like nyp abit more. LOL abit onli..


here are some photos that was taken during the session. the best group photo goes to...
























TA DANG!!!
NICE RITE!! this one edited the level and the colour abit.
another nice group photo showing different style. me in a front split and the rest doing jumps. starting from left, amin doing hip-hop, jingwei doing street, zee doing contemp.


this was a nice shot man... but the white board is irritating..
so i crop it out and did some level and colour again.
again, 4 different style =D

haha. this one is before editing
btw, this was zelia's favorite photo. go ask her why. LOL
tonr le ve~~
grr~~ the picture snap before i can reach my highest ( it sounds wrong if i say climax).
battle?
showing what we got? = fats
i quite like this photo too. HAHA
GROUP PHOTO! starting from the left is me, germaine, huifang, jingwei, zelia, amin.





TATS ALL! NICE RITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 28, 2008

gained weight.

OMG!!!! lets take a look at my weight graph.

before joining StageArts.

88kg

after lunchtime performance

78kg

after a few more weeks

76kg

but now

back to 80kg...

whats worst?!?

ONE MONTH BREAK FROM DANCE!!! AND CHINESE NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER!! OMG!! which means i need to be more decplined.. no more skipping of my daily crunches (which i've been skipping like shit this month.. main reason why im fat again.). and stop eating dinner 2 time in one night.. supper.. snacks.. sweets.. PRATA (sob, sob..)..

anyway, im still eating wages now. sinful!!

and i might be going eat prata later..

CUT DOWN WEIGHT LA NICK!! CLUB CRAW!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

today i spent quite alot of money. lol. shopping that is. it was fun shopping with amin. but quite paisay some time. cos the way he shop. LOL. shall not post bad things about him here.. anyway

THANX AMIN FOR THE BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!! LOVE IT!!

anyway.. i came across this person blog. with alot of intresting stories. shall share a few with your



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story of a blind boy

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet, he held up a sign which says:"I’m blind, please help. "There were only a few coins in the hat.
A man was walking by... he took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat.then he pick up the sign and turned it around, wrote some words and put it back at the boy's hand, letting passer-bys see the new set of words.
Soon the hat began to fill up. Alot more people were giving money to the blind boy.A few days later, the man who changed the sign came to see how things go.
The boy recognised that man's footsteps and asked:
“Were you the one who changed my sign that day? Thanks, but what exactly did you write on it?”
The man replied:
“I only wrote the truth. I wrote exactly what you wrote, but in a different way.”
What he had written was:
“Today is a beautiful day, but a pity that I cannot see it."
treasure what you have, don't take things for granted. you don't have to be born with a pair of healthy eyes, so be happy that you're born having the vision to see and read.always try to help those people who need it, because, not everyone is as fortunate as us. never look down on other people! (:

Friday, January 25, 2008

so long never post.

wee....... so long since i last updated. shall start with wed.

WOOHOO! went for prata date with rene and amin. but it was quite sad cos amin stick to his fish diet, so onli me and rene eat prata. i ordered 1 milky, 1 cheese and 1 BOMB prata. rene ordered 1 mushroom, 1 BOMB. haha. at first we thought of getting amin a fish mutabuk. but sad la, don have.

its quite suprising on how rene and amin can forget things in a min. they can talk about it for a min, then forget for 3min, then continue again. PROS i will say. lol. and still got rene's almighty power of changing subject

eat prata --> sinful --> gain weight --> fat --> weight --> weighing machine --> weighing machine in SAO --> sensitive weighing machine in SAO --> can weight how much she shit (cos before she shit she go weight, after she shit she go weight. she lighten by 30gram..) --> to saying shit --> link to BOMB prata (cos bomb bomb bomb) --> brown liquid substance (our curry).

well, it proves that what goes around comes around. start with prata end with curry, not bad huh??

rene insist in treating me prata.. so i insist in treating her fruit juice. she find wad i drank wierd.. wierd but nice.. kuukuu rite? its the nice honey pineapple with watermelon lo...

after eating we talk alot of crap and jokes and we laughed like shit. the most funny part is when i said a super lame joke. then there is complete slience.... then suddenly a bird fly pass us. like those type of cartoon like this. SUPER FUNNY LA! WE LAUGHED LIKE SHIT MAN!!!

after eating me and amin went blk E to practice dance again (for 5min lol) then rene went back to her office.

okay~~ yesterday~~~ OMG~~~ finally its over...

i was the dance captain understudies for yesterday session with linghui.. SORRY LINGHUI.. my bad... seriously i didnt notice till daph tell me that i was holding on the remote 100%...alamak.. and anyway..

aiya
post till here la. shoulder veri pain liao. pulled my nerve yesterday... sob....


last thing. I GOT A FREAKING NICE ADIDAS TRACK PANTS!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOT!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

my blog moved!!!

haha. hi people. i moved my blog. i tried to privatised my blog but find it veri troublesome for your, and useless for me. cos people whom i don wan them to read my blog, still can read my blog. so, ask me for my url through sms or msn k? sorry to trouble your.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

emotional day

i had a damn emotional day on thurs... i must thank all my team mate. thanx for giving me the support, and thanx for helping me that day.

thurs was a super stressed out day for me. start with a veri boring and dry lesson (DCN) where i don know what the teacher is talking about. and the lesson ended with the teacher telling me 'i don think you will make it through the pratical test'.

that was my first strike

then, i totally flunk my GD pratical test. i realli got a mind block and i donno what to desgin for the poster. end up my poster look like shit. and GD is Graphic Desgin.. it was supposed to be my strongest module...

that was my second strike

then i went for IAD. wasnt doing my webpage, cos i cannot show my teacher my webpage yet.. then for the test, dough its MCQ but i still donno how to do... was damn demoralized by my class.. and its also the time i blog my last post.. so...

that was my third strike

went for CCT after 3hours of IAD.. was a huge dissapointment.. as our idea was shoot by the teacher like shit. i felt that i let yana and neera down for coming out with suck ilogical idea.. and i was confident to shoot back any question af first, but my hands was shaking behind my back when i was presenting... and when i shoot back at the teacher, i was also scared to offend him as in the end, our marks depend of him. you wont wan to expect an A if you scold ur teacher 'fuck you la'.. so..

that was my forth strike.

then its time for DEP. it totally crack me down. the teacher gave us 3 week to work on that project (make a circit). so it starts on last week, and till next week la.. last week cos me and yana got open house, so we didnt go for the lesson. which means other teams already 1hour ahead of us. then when we reach there, everyone started doing. when we go get our stuff, there were ALOT of missing stuff. we went to find the teacher asking for help he say 'wait, i finish these stuff then i go get ur replacement'. so all we could do is just sit there and do nothing for 30min. until willson they all finish their project, then we go take their stuff then we start doing (the teacher still doing his stuff). but even when we get the stuff, i tried to do the circuit but i just got no idea. in the end phillip helped us through and i was realli greatful to him.

that was my fifth, and a heavy strike.

so after all those knife that was thrown to me, i went to dance with a bleeding heart. and guess i should not have went(tats what i tot at first. at first..) amin was the understudie for dancecaptain. and he leading was... FAST!!!!!!! cannot breath sia.. not realli warm then split liao. tats why i didnt aim for oversplit that day. then down to jingwei's workshop. it was realli a slap for me cos i realli donno how to pop. and i know its an important work shop cos danceworks cheoro got poping.. but i realli cannot catch. then moved on, zee's cheoro. it was a total slap for me. every one got the steps so fast but onli me, cannot catch it. i almost broke down in the studio but the security guard came to hear the 'okay!', so i didnt.. i got to hold it back.

on the way home i told shaherra how i felt.. cos, im realli scared about my studies and im realli scared to pull the team down. everyone in the team is so good, and so strong in hiphop. onli me... was holding back my tears while talking to shaherra.. until zee saw my teary eye and ask me wads wrong. tat moment on i realli cannot take it any more and i realli cried out when they ask me to let it out. i was realli just letting out tat time and i donno who is beside me.. i didnt even know who passed me the tissue.. i didnt noe wad shaherra told zee.. and i can onli hear 70% of wad zee said.. cos i was realli letting it out tat time..



thanx zee for encouraging me.. and thanx for letting me know i can depend on the team..

thanx shaherra, for listening me and telling me the right things to do.

thanx amin, for being so understanding...

thanx daphne for helping me all along..



thanx to all my teammates, and sorry for tat day. i will promise that i wont pull your down. i will practice to my very best with the time i have left for dance. i will work hard. i promise.





so thats for thurs..

on fri, since i didnt bring my adaptor for my lappie, i couldnt do my project in sch. so i went to meet amin fro dance practice. after the practice we planned the makeup, coustume, timing for the song, idea, concept, story hairstyle and most of the things. haha. i tought of leaving at 1630 or 1700, but i leave at 1800. lol. cos even i reach home i cannot do project since my sis need use...

then today.. drama was fun!! and i got a feeling production will be a blust this year. looking very forward to production.
i will work hard, i will study hard, i will dance hard, i will act hard. i promise