fuck day

*this is going to be a long post and its a post that i pour out my feelings. if u don like old grandmother story i advice u to skip this post. cos u will sleep*

today, was a total screwed up.
oop i is like, gave up on today's lesson. tried to listen to the 1st 20min, but totally knocked out by the subject. and cos i changed my bag, forgot to bring th damb bloody paper... so gotta borrow the paper from phillip to copy when i reach home..

then COS, another lame shit class. totaly learn nth la... like he is reading out from the book.. and nth much to say already

now. drama. shit man.
today's practice and everything was okay, first time practicing inside TFA. today is like setting the lighting and so.. so hardly train la... but im damn _____ (i donno to use the word pissed, irritated, angry, annoyed, *&^% or other words. hope u noe wad i mean) with a person's attitude.

don bloody come and tell me 'see first la, i will be having a long day tml' when i ask u weather or not u coming for drama, it just make me wanna slap u. it all links down to your commitement level, responsiblity, and effort!!! you think only you are buzy? you think only you having a hard time?? when will YOU bloody wake up and stop being so selfish? only thinking about yourself. and if you are going to think that you are a lousy actor SO BE IT!! it's your choice to work hard and become a good actor OR just use an excuess like 'i will go home and practice' and come back with the same problem, and stay as a loser. and if you feel like quiting drama, so be it... and looking on how things are going, i will not be amazed if you don appear on the production day itself..

so drama ended at about 10 today. reach home like 1030? and then i realise that i might miss the laptop loan again.

as your can see from my previous posts, im acctually quite buzy. on top of that, i didnt post any of my study session.. (who the hell wan to know about it right?) so, i asked my family to settle my note book loan thing for me. but ended up??? NOTHING IS DONE! when is the dead line? 31st july. what is the date now(just now)??? 30th july. sumbiting thoe online stuff was nothing. but then, when it comes to submiting the CPF forms and all these, there were like hack care la! is like, im trying my veri best to solve the problem here, instead of helping my, ur just sit beside me and watch ur fucking cardcaptor sakura?!?!?! and turn to me and tell me'share the laptop for one more term la....'. is like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR BRAIN! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU BOTH ME AND MY SIS NEED OUR OWN LAPTOP! yes we don need to use it every single day, but the fucked up part is you wan to use it on the day i wan to use. and when things screw up, then point the finger to me and say 'who ask you do last min work', and give me that face..

then, the last min flag day on 18th august, its like 4 days b4 exam?? up till now i still don have the time to go settle the email and so. july accounting i also need to start doing, or not i will get realli messy when it reach august. luckliy july onli like got the camp. easier to do.

seriously i feel like breaking apart already, but STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!! work EVEN HARDER!!! FUCK CARE ALL THE FUCKING STUFF!!! STUDY AHHHHHH!!!!!!

back from camp

HI EVERYONE! miss my post? =D

just came back from my camp.. rest a while... shall start my post from fri

woot, was doing some work so late for camp for like 30min? but im still considered early. =P then had some stuff going on, then meeting till like 1? then slept at ab 2?

saturday....

KILLER!!! woke up at 730.. but tats the time we suppose to have breakfast, cannot blame la.. too bloody tired, the i left camp at 10 to my dads work place...

DAMN SBS wait for 853, till three 147 went off.. when i see the 4th 147 come, damn man, don care direct bus or not le la, take 147 cange 26. in the end late for 30min, reach dad there at 1130 where i suppose to reach at 1100 latest.. till 130, close shop, headed for school...

reach at 1205 and bathed by 1210, i find myself quite powed here, HOHOHOHO! but when reach drama, over already. so, rushed to dance.. lucky wasnt realli late, they havent start warm up. got the WHOLE beyond legend down.. zelia teaching again, DAMN COOL haha.. veri funny. but the session as damn tough for me, cos damn tired.. head pain like shit.. but survived.

dance ended at 5, then i went to houngang central to change bus, when walking to the 136 bus-stop at houngang, brought a walfer. cos damn hungry, stomach onli have 2slice of bread and abit of beehoon from morning? its VERI little for someone of my size okay...so ate the chocolate walfer... when reaching IHM, stomach ache like shit! and then i lao sai. realli veri pain... go back camp... more stuff till like 12plus.. then go sleep.. cos its like such a long day...

sun was like a normal camp day except, i was sick. flu and headache. the the sessions daph held, i almost fell asleep. sorri but, was damn sick.. reach home like 730pm? haiz... and

10 MORE DAY TO PRODUCTION!!!!!

tml got rehersal again.. giving my all cos i missed one on sat... damn sad.. but will giv my all at tml's!!!!! GO JESTERS!!!

off to camp..

okay...
last nite im just too tired to blog. cos instead of blogging, i watch 'take the lead' which i got from shuaixun. but acctually.. i watch it in the afternoon le... but amin.. wanted to skip, so i skip some part lo.. so yesterday nite rewatch again=D

okay..
start blogging ab yesterday 1st?

DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY!!! WE MADE PPL LAUGHT IN DRAMA TODAY!!! Amin was damn cool, his teacher thingy realli made aisha and peeps laught man. and YANA! SHE ROCK! AND STONE!! her alex alex alex was POWER! DAMN NICE! and our energy level was quite high some more! all 3 of us agree tat its our best run through so far. SHIOK SIA!!!HARD WORK PAID OFF!!! WOOOOOT!!

after drama.. me and amin went to dance. lucky this time didnt miss much of warm up. but yesterday was veri wierd day for me, when doing warm up, my left ankle and right knee hurts. then when doing center split my hip joint(or wad is it called arr) hurts also. think is cos i do wrongly, mussle fell veri little stretch, joints fell veri pain, wierd rite??

i wanted to ask yeeshan on why i will get those pain, but then, after stretching, we move on to learn the PK accross the floor. going to the right was okay.. but to the left, die. cos of my left ankle -.- stupid la...

after accross the floor we jumped straight to buttons choreo. die sia...
the killer last eight...
1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 and 6 and 7 and 8!!! GOSH(faint)!!
then when zelia change the beat to a X3 beat i died already.. put it to the song speed X4.5
D.E.M.(die even more)..

BEYOND LEGEND!!! SO DAMN COOL LA! zelia's teaching also veri funny la, haha. okay okay to catch, but so damn hard to remember, even harder to accicute it with my body, even even harder to put in the esscent, hardest to dance to it.. but, the choero was cool! guess need practice more to get the steps all correct..

THEN.. SALSA HIP-HOP! the floor work was damn hard, accidentally kick eugene in his face during the floor work >.<>

today.. overslept, so didnt go sch. woke up at the time class ends. got quite pissed this morning by my family. wake up nag nag nag, then ask me help my dad last last min, is like, i got drama la!! production is like 12 more days, don realli wish to miss any run through, and so far i didnt missed any yet.. donno la, see how things go tml lo.. going to camp later.. wil be damn tired i think. lucky didnt go to sch today, can rest b4 going to camp, or not will die.

i will be in a camp till sun, so won blog till then i think..

wad to say? another day la..

another long day as usual.. HAHA
but today abit different la.. didnt join ivan they all to the badminton game. haha. slacked at the dome there.. lied there listening to some music for 1whole hour(it means alot to me man this resting time).. rested well... gathered enough energy for the rest of the day and the rest of the week i hope =P

however.. drama didnt realli worked out today.. yana was damn sick.. so she didnt come.. also i hope she don come also la.. so damn sick, poor thing sia..

then.. someone dissapered... so left 2 of us.. rehersal wad sia....

so amin went home.. i hang around with the ppl and try to work on my articulation.. abit of imrpovement.. but still looooooong way to go.. haiz... mine just suck la.. but, will work hard for it!! I CAN DO IT!! JESTERS CAN DO IT!! JESTERS!!!!

soooo... beacuse of tat person, feel quite pissed(acctually not quite la, quite alot) and dissapointed. but after toking to rub2 i felt alot alot alot alot more better.. donno why, just feel like she is the one who understands my situation the most cos she was also in 'dance and drama and production and another cca and studies ' like me last year.. so, for that.. seriously, after pouring out my thoughts to her i seriously felt ALOT better. then on the way home talked to fadlun, THEN felt EVEN better.. thanx man guys.

lucky??

DAMN MAN!!!
A long but fun day today... let me start my old grandmother story...

first, woke up at 8 to get prepared,
go to lecture at 9,
go for presention at 10
go for break at 12...
at 12.. me and some of my friends start cam-wore-ing(or is it spelled like this?)
then.. while taking photo.. i took out my wallet and phone cos i wanted to do a split...
then.. after the cam-wore-ing session.. we left. without my phone and wallet. when i realise and got back....
its gone.. (like dud~~~ of course~~~)

phillip then tried to called my phone and some one acctually picked up. meet at S4** to get back my phone and wallet SO DAMN LUCKY SIA... phew...

then go to eat prata.. again... blah blah blah... go for class all the way until 5.. go home.. get change.. reach drama at 6... blah blah blah.. go dance at 830... blah blah blah.. end dance at 1045.. blah blah blah... settle down at 12, which is why im blogging now =P

drama... everything was fine. energy lvl was there.. voice projection nearly there.. chemistry getting stronger... got ppl laughting at our jokes.. but there is still sooo many things for us to work on.. 14 MORE DAYS MAN!!! damn excited! need to pull up my socks and realli improve in my jester sence.

dance... was damn damn fun.. salsa hip-hop.. haha.. partner-ed with daph SO SO FUN LA! haha.. she did step on me a few times with her jazz shoe on my bare foot, but, its partnering work... wad u expect.... but thanx to daph lo.. don mind me to be sweaty smelly yucky and all and partner with me.. T_T so touched.. then hor.. my left side chaines also.. die la.. cos of my left ankle.. cannot realli do it..

over all.. today was fun.. lucky in a sence la.. everything going smoothly.. expect tat it just come to my mind tat my comment test falls on the production day ITSELF!

haiz... i think i need go sleep le la.. damn late.. tml go drama... i mean today.. looking forward to it. cos aisha is training us personally.. hoho...

my 1st post...

mua ha ha ha ha.. oop is SO dead to me la... the teache is fun, but the subject is dead.. i think tats y im creating my blog during tat lesson i think. inspired to create this blog cos of the friend sitting beside me. MUA HA HA HA

and now, mr son toking donno wad try, catch thing.. u don get it rite? i also don get it. HAIZ.. long day to go sia.... later need go drama rehersal, touch up for my sence 3 WOOT! but go home still need preare for com skill presentation =.= last nite sleep at 2 to prepare my thinking and problem solving presentation... tonite... think need to get back to my old friend, redbull.

but still, motivated by SA production to move forward =D 16 DAYS!!!! 16 days till production day you know?!? need work damn hard =D so im still far away from good. but i believe, with the help of other jesters, JESTERS CAN MAKE IT! cos we are cool =P

with this, i shall end my 1st post =D