i got my life back!!

exam is finally over!!! im freaking happy.. hahahaha.... at cheeka's house now, when dragon reach then we can start our mahjiong SHOWDOWN!!! MUA HA HA HA HA. the later going for dance.. =D i got a live! i got back my live! say goodbye to the no live days. no fun, do drama, no dance, NO LIVE!!!!! dragon should be here any moment. shall go off now =D

milkomania is still inside my body man..... gosh. should i go get another HL strawberry milk??

*p.s. DAMN that 7.11 don have any more already.. sad

YAWN~~~

im like slept SOOO much yesterday...

15HOURS OF SLEEP YOU KNOW?!?!?!

haiz..

go study liao..

heading towards 2nd paper

im so dead.

oopp??? grr....

im still not stress. but fasturated. why cant those bloody things get into my head?!? just don understand WHY! WHY! DIE!!!!

went swimming just now at about 1900. lying on the bed whole day, gonna rot if don move abit. after swimming went to buy my dinner.. on the way i passed by 7-11. AAAAAAAA! BUY LA BUY LA! in the end i brought another packet of HL strawberry milk =P so in love with it. my milkomaina is back =D

its been donno how long since i last touch the keyboard... tried playing some songs i used to play. SHIT! my finger become donno like wad liao.. SO SAD!!! after exam must try playing again. at least get my 'tong hua', 'cannon in D' & 'numb'.

dragon called me just now, asking if im advaliable to sing for gab's mass. i agreed. but that means i need to elave early for dance practice.. erm... okay people... this is my timetable tml

0830 - 1030 oopp exam
0900 - 1300 dance practice
1300 - ???? mass

@_@

and time check now.. 1033... haha

k la. go back and study already...

2 more paper. and u will be free.

sunday

herm... today normal day. just that yesterday studied util 2. wake up at 12 XD. first of all...

ALL THE BEST TO RENE AND MELVIN!!!!

haha..yesterday my lower back veri pain. getting better. today, MY UPPER BACK. WTH. GOSH!! realli donno why... its not because of dance la... think is because of my sleeping possition and so. befor i join dance already had all these problems, some time la... but i think hor, my lower back is fine now, cos yesterday i ate roti prata... maybe today i should go eat too.

i seriously think im addited to HL strawberry milk... morning drink, afternoon drink, evening drink, night drink... within one day i finish 1whole bottle. O.o today will become a day without milk. must controll. or else... will lao sai until donno like wad.

this morning i woke up. finding a place to keep my production script propally. i brought a 30page clead-pge file and slot each page of the script nicely into it. haha. it was a realli realli good experience for me, next time when i go old i will look and the script and think back

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~~~HOHOHO~~ my 1st script and production~~ PEOPLE~~ NICKY SEXY~~ HOHOHO~~~

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however, its abit wierd to imagine me getting old u noe... imagine... im old... with kids and grandchild.. and sharing the experience i have to them.... OH! MY FIRST PRODUCTION... i should teach ur this... nicky sexy!!! must learn how to do it arr... -_ LOL can ur imagine it??? i think exam makes me too crazy. I NEED SA ACTIVITY AND SA PEEPZ TO LET ME LET OUT MY CRAZYNESS LA!~!~!~!~!~! IM TRAPED!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

ENDURE NICHOLAS!! ENUDRE!!! 3more days... 3 more..... 3............

should i get my HL strawberry milk?

my saturday

in the end didnt sleep last nite. chionging COS.. went out early in the morning 7am to go swim. forgot that weekend open later -.- but nvm, i took a detour and go buy HL strawberry milk XD andcup noddles for breakfast. makan finish rite, lie on sofa to digest... next thing i know is my sister woke me up(with her nagging) at 1030, the time im suppose to meet angelina. quickly bath then choing out of the house and lucklily reach at 1110. stayed for huisuo cleanup. went off at ab 1400. came back to study, but not for long. too tired. took a nap at 1600.
haiz... now heading back into my books...
tml is sunday... meixian didnt call me up... so guess the lion city don need people help anymore... plus mum also not veri happy, so, forcus on studies lo.

keyword --> FORCUS!!!

2more paper to go till 6wk of freedom

1. The person who tag you is?
---yanrong.....

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
---StageArts mate and normal friend??

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
---stupid, funny, stupidX2, cheerful and virus

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
---sending virus to my com put showing her pic on my desktop?

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
---HI!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ (with the little but yet big wave she doing)

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
---either laugh to death, or chock to death, or tiok virus till death. conclusion, death... haha jk la... erm... erm.... erm......................... no comment

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
---if anyone gotta be my lover, i will love her the way she is, cos thats her. unless is something bad for her la... tats a different issue.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
---put in all my effort to get her back as my friend. cos she is one good friend you dont want to lose.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
---im infected by her virus?

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
---HI!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! her back with the same old little but yet big wave.

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
---a good friend that you dont want to lose.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
---stupid and irritating. AND FAT!

13.The character you love of yourself are?
---my nicholas-lish character. cos that makes me nicholas =D

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
---my stupidlity and huge capacity of annoying other people

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
---NICHOLAS LONG!

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
-1-daphne
-2-eunice
-3-germaine
-4-kaye
-5-kenneth
-6-mcmillan
-7-jokhie
-8-yana
-9-yanrong_____________________________
-10-yiyan(your 2 wont mind doing it again one =P)

11. Who is no.6(mcmillan) having relationship with? (are these question asking about the 10 ppl i mention? im answering according to that arr)
---valerie vanessa bernadette alexandra auther dragon XD

12.Is no.9(yanrong) a male or female?
---im not sure. issit male? of female... i need to think..

13.If no.7(jokhie) and 10(yiyan) are together, will it be a good thing?
---it will be intresting. LOL

14.How about no.8(yana) and 5(kenneth) ?
---LOL X5 i will wan to see that. don think will be good. will have a major height difference.

15.What is no.2(eunice) studying about?
---MIT. same as me

16.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3(germaine) ?
---a few min befor i trying to blog this?

17.What kind of music band does no.8(yana) like?
---i donno lay

18.Does no.1(daphne) has any siblings?
---i donno lay

19.Will you woo no.3(germaine) ?
---erm... not now i think =P

20.How about no.7(jokhie) ?
---GOSH! HELL YEA MAN! COME ON JOKHIE! LOL how the hell its possible....

21.Is no.4(kaye) single?
---i donno lay

22.What's the surname of no.5(kenneth) ?
---i donno lay

23.What's the hobby of no.4(kaye) ?
---DRAMA!! STAGEARTS!! i believe so lol..

24.Do no.5(kenneth) and 9(yanrong) get along well?
---i don think they know each other

25.Where is no.2(eunice) studying at?
---nyp

26.Talk something casually about no.1(daphne)?
---my good senior =)

27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8(yana)
---yes. we were jesters for production. feelings of friends for chemistry. i believe we achived it =D

28.Where does no.9(yanrong) live at?
---dumbdumb land

29.What color does no.4(kaye) like?
---i donno lay.. damn i need to know kaye more sia...

30.Are no.5(kenneth) and 1(daphne) best friends?
---nope

31.Does no.7(jokhie) likes no.2(eunice)?
---they donno each other.. i think.

32.How do you get to know no.2(eunice)?
---stagearts drama

33.Does no.1(daphne) have any pets?
---i donno lay

34.Is no.7(jokhie) the sexiest person in the world?
---im more sexier then him =P sorry jokhie.

im drinking green tea now. literally 'green tea'... you know green tea is yellow in colour one rite, mine is in green... -,- pokka green tea... 'green' tea...
haha. tats because im using a blue cup la... then like this look like green like this... HOHO. but its kinda cool u noe.

friday

one exam down...

not that beautifully i think...

exam starts at 430, and the 1st question, im stuck liao. suddenlly forget how to do complement. sianz big time. omving on... haiz.... alot also donno how to do. was studying my COS till now.. eye damn heavy. at first tml onli need to meet angelina at huisuo, to get her the tins ready for HIHS flag day. BUT THEN.... dom came to tok to me in msn...


dom:
hey nick

me:
?

dom:
u noe tmw's the huishou clean up?

me:
no

me:
wad time to wad time?

dom:
10.30am

me:
-,-

me:
ooooooooookay.....


seriously feel like skipping it la. is like i already spent so much time in doing tat flag day, and i flanked one exam already... haiz... furthermore, i cannot run from it. -.- meeting angelina at 1030, they coming at 1030. HOW TO RUN FROM IT?!?!


but then, even dough i say i want to study, i still wanted to go help out at the lioncity thingy on sun... to see a dance compition! international one i think.. hope peter still need ppl and mum will let me go... cos mon is my exam... i will be let off at 1630 to go home and study... realliiiiiiiiiiiii wan to go... a chance not to be missed...


but since i wan to go to the compition... so that also push me to go for huisuo cleanup.. cannot not willing to scrasfice study for one thing, but do so for another wad... so... back to my same old solution. scrasfice my sleep. but this time better. for some reason im able to do it without rebbull and coffee. haha

im feeling much better now, after the talk with kenneth on msn. great senior indeed he is. =D that golden line u teach me will be remembered in my heart,and im sure i will use it in the future.


however, today i also realise something. not realise la, just remind me, again, and that is life is short.



i heard from my friend in HIHS that this guy from 4sin was ran over by a bus this morning and passed away. he is onli 16, a student leader and have a promising future. in actual fact, i don know him personally. but true enough, i think i uderstand how the people beside him will feel. and that message just knock on my head again



treasure all your love ones, while you can.



who knows what will happen tml, or later in an hour, a min, a second..



too all my friends out there, i like ur to know i treasure each and single one of ur. big hug.

Life is about finding happiness. Some people spend their whole lives finding it, some people never find it at all

and anyway, im drinking HL strawberry milk now. kinda nice. XD

exam starting..

tml is my exam.... com maths. haiz...

one funny thing is. this is the first time im having such a strange feeling for exam. in the past, exam/test time, i will like study like siao la.. okay,most of it. CAN? but still, will be very stress, veri crazy, very tired.

but, donno why,k now adays i feel veri empty. like nothing in my brain lay... group study TOTALLY didnt worked out for me like how it used to be. in the end, only studied when im at home, alone in the room. guess the best time for me to study is still night time. but still after studying i still feel damn empty. not say nth goes into my brain la.. abit la.. but, is like got this do-already-also-meaningless-lay feeling. donno where the feeling come from but just...

these few week i like living veri differently. SERIOUSLY DONNO WHY. like something cocked up in my life BUT DONNO WHY. just don feel anything. and im like veri wierd also. cos im stress. but im stress because im not stress over exam! i feel damn wierd about it! is like, im super not confident in my ability to pass it but im not stress about it?!?!? likw WTF!!!! like my brain is empty like this. empty.

time passes veri slow now adays. even when im sleeping, wake up is like 'still so early...'. wan sleep more cannot sleep more, wan sleep less cannot sleep less. the only thing im doing well is eating more.. FATTER SIA!! grr....

haiz... today got meet up shan, dragon, mc, ber. together we are called the ultra-super-crazy-laughing-laughing-nonstoplaughing-crazyX50-turbo-joke-stilllaughing group(as named by me). they are my all time laughing partner. talking through phone or just saying hi, can make joke until we laugh like shit. but today, didnt realli feel as happy as the past. a bit, empty also. like some point of time i cant realli laugh. and after laughing, i just forgot. i sounds like i got some illness like this... maybe is SSTMS. kanna from ber 100% COMFORM plus garrentee one.

is there a hole in my heart, thats causing my emptiness??

normal tuesday

exams coming. but still no motivation. im so screwed. heading back into books already. aint going to blog too much.

been so long

everyone~~

YCS FLAG DAY IS OVER!!!
shiok

haiz, tml go bk huisuo and finish counting the money and SET, ycs flag day will realli comform over...

its been so long since i last blog-ed, cos got flag day, realli getting the hell out of me. didnt realli studies for my exam. will start chionging for it. haiz... life becoming quite meaning less now, no dance... no drama... onli exam..... sianness X20..... missed dance so much... missed drama so much.... missed SA so much......

tried over-split on wed, with a about 8-10cm 'pao pao' (after squashed). supppppppper pain sia... in the end my right side split i did oversplit (still cannot totally square it), left one i just split onli. alamak... cos left one i split cant realli quare liao ma... so get my split 1st then tackel over-split lo... bu quite happy, can do abit over-split.. even if its like 185degree onli la... but still more then 180 rite....

however, aftermatch of attacking oversplit, my leg is like, u should know la... keep getting crampslike anytime one... then my hip bone there also veri pain, cos trying to open it, veri pain.. but, no pain no gain.. so, will endure =D

like wad rene said to me b4 i posted.
prepare hard
work hard
study hard
dance hard
drama hard

photos :P (better verison

omg... i uploaded all these photos in 1HOUR!!! love the school network at exam break... HAHA

here are some photos for you. a better way to upload it... anjana is like freaked out by me XD she is trying to resist the temptation XD
now now.... wad is wrong with you people........
=D
OUR BELOVED SENIOR!!
m I LOVE DRAMA!! I LOVE STAGE ART!!! u love it too rite..

how i wish im in ilham's shoe man... wanita...... XD
wad in the world is yana doing?
amin is possesed
i have a chrush on the waitress
into the character. yana doing a great job

i just LOVE this
~~~ in the name of god, we fly ~~~
all the oreo in the world unite...
1 is never enough~~~
germaine and jingwei

this is all for our good grades.. i have no choice.. their height is just nice man! yana, great being short!
GATSBY TIME
aftermatch of gatsby
everyone is into fun, but wanita still staying strong and sexy as ever.. woooo

just before the show start..
peter: why did you scold my son?!?!
coach: you wan to know how i kick-some-balls?!?!
coach: OH DAMN! WHO IS THIS? she's too hot for me to get near.. nicky: im going to do anything to get my good grades... come on baby...
ashely: IM NOT ALEX! IM ASHELY!!!
coach: ashely, do NOT tok to me in that tone

amin the mirror mover
our asst stage manager

but i forgot her name

damn...

erny(did i spell it correctly?) our stage manager
i cant resist the temptation... GOSH
the pole.. the pole... pole.. anyone care to dance?

1 is good, 2 is great, 3 is.......
now 4............................
neutural expression happy expression

nicky the stairs mover

its going to be full in another few min....
coach and stage manager
leandra( did i spell correctly?) and kaye
amin: im cool~~

nadira: just fake a smile and take photo with him la

nadia: do i realli need to take photo with him....

why am i the onli one wearing white??? final round!

who will be the onli host tat appear on the stage
hot and sexy~~~ aisha
jingwei
this proves how though production is............

yana stone-ing
the cool peepz
the jesters and the director fazz, he rock.
in the toilet????
peacock showing off...(yana still stone-ing)

and she stone again
er... amin and sanwan???
u cant resist the temptation to see it
the jesters~~~~~~
and yana stone-ing

A.J. trying to be nicky
still trying.........
and stone-ing......
still trying.........
aiya A.J.... giv up la... nicky rocks..... haiz....

nice leg eunice......
u cant see me... u cant see me....
still stone-ing................. and stone-ing...............
our dearest aisha

okay~~ im realli not used to having make up
our sexy make up artist.......................
come on yana follow me!! YEA YANA!! GO YANA
erm amin?
amin look cool here

amin look horny here

amin look retraded here I JUST CANT RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO THOUCH THOSE ARSE
simi stone-ing
full power stone-ing
love the make-up artise

like ilham say, how many years ago?
amin and yana. WHERE IS ME AND SANWAN?!
SA DANCE!!! DANZINC ROCK!!!!!!!!! into character =D

on stage...

HARD WORK PAID OFF me and kenny..
me into character and freak-ed out kenny
me and yanrong the virus

PEOPLE! OFF THIS WINDOW! WHEN U SEE THIS PICTURE U ALREADY HAD VIRUS ON UR DESKTOP! GOSH!! I SHOULDNT POSTED THIS PHOTO! THE FACE! ARR! :P