exam starting..

tml is my exam.... com maths. haiz...

one funny thing is. this is the first time im having such a strange feeling for exam. in the past, exam/test time, i will like study like siao la.. okay,most of it. CAN? but still, will be very stress, veri crazy, very tired.

but, donno why,k now adays i feel veri empty. like nothing in my brain lay... group study TOTALLY didnt worked out for me like how it used to be. in the end, only studied when im at home, alone in the room. guess the best time for me to study is still night time. but still after studying i still feel damn empty. not say nth goes into my brain la.. abit la.. but, is like got this do-already-also-meaningless-lay feeling. donno where the feeling come from but just...

these few week i like living veri differently. SERIOUSLY DONNO WHY. like something cocked up in my life BUT DONNO WHY. just don feel anything. and im like veri wierd also. cos im stress. but im stress because im not stress over exam! i feel damn wierd about it! is like, im super not confident in my ability to pass it but im not stress about it?!?!? likw WTF!!!! like my brain is empty like this. empty.

time passes veri slow now adays. even when im sleeping, wake up is like 'still so early...'. wan sleep more cannot sleep more, wan sleep less cannot sleep less. the only thing im doing well is eating more.. FATTER SIA!! grr....

haiz... today got meet up shan, dragon, mc, ber. together we are called the ultra-super-crazy-laughing-laughing-nonstoplaughing-crazyX50-turbo-joke-stilllaughing group(as named by me). they are my all time laughing partner. talking through phone or just saying hi, can make joke until we laugh like shit. but today, didnt realli feel as happy as the past. a bit, empty also. like some point of time i cant realli laugh. and after laughing, i just forgot. i sounds like i got some illness like this... maybe is SSTMS. kanna from ber 100% COMFORM plus garrentee one.

is there a hole in my heart, thats causing my emptiness??