lets go straight down to business. im going to talk about discipline. i seriously think that i need a more discipline life or things will just get very very screwed up and i have a long list of stuff i make myself to do when i think about it. just to share with ur, this is the list.

-not to be late in anything
(i keep being late in drama, meeting friends, message, replying, and alot of stuff lately. kinda annoying even for myself

-not to oversleep anymore
(most of the reason why im late)

-stretch more!
(i seriously think i need to buck up my flexiblity)

-practice my pointing everyday
(cos my pointing realli sucks. point majiam no point)

-eat less
(this one need to explain? need slim down la... so fat)

-spend less money
(realli super broke)

-keep the house clean
(more like wad mum ask me to do rather then myself)

-be more kind to jingyi
(since she keep saying i bully her. so...)

-go to gym at least once a week
(train my abs area *the place with no abs* since i cant do crunches so cannot train there)

-resume my visit to IMH
(i've been missing out alot of visit to there to help in YouthAchivers. they are kind enough to understand my timetable but i still feel veri bad la. attatendance not veri consistence)

-do everything i owe!
(i still owe my YCS report, and lot of other stuff. havent get key from ex-treasure also. so manything havent go do where i should do. ALAMAK)

acctually. still got alot more. just i don think ur wan to see. =D

haiz... hope i can lead a more less hetic life. but not that peaceful too, or not i will rot to death

my blog is alive

gosh its been so long since i last blogged. haiz. alot of things happened and u won want to know.it will take 2 hours to read finish so ya.... just posting to tell ur this blog is still alive. i will blog more when i have time. going to work in ab 1hr time.. hahaha MISS ME and miss my post ya! =D

$71.50

woooot. came bk from my good, fun, tired job. hahaha. but the sad thing is, i miss the last train. so i need to take night bus... which take like 1hr from HF to houngang. =.= u cant expect me to earn $71.50 then spen $10++ at taxi rite.. siao sia... so reach home at ab 130am... haiz... leg so pain now.. quite cool rite? work 2 days $71.50.. i yesterday work from 5-930, today 4-11... 1st day and 1st half of 2nd day is quite slacky... but once the wedding starts, hetic sia! gosh... tired la, go sleep liao. anyone wan hear story can call me :D i can tell u ALOT hahaha.. HD some nore WOOT

my stressless day

seriously, things are damn wierd for me. others are enjoying their holiday, im not. why? cos im not used to having holiday. like got nothing to do. all i do everyday is sleep then wake up then eat then shit the play com then sleep. the first few wk of holiday was paradise for me... seriously, i finally got to rest. but now i think i rest too much. like rotting at home liao. all i can do is stretch here, stretch there, try to train up some mussle, talk to friend, watch anime.. the only time i go out is dance practice, drana practice, self dance practice...

i cant wait for work to start, then i will have more things to do. i cant wait for oct to come, got dance assessment, dance camp,dance performance, and the soon-will-be-coming drama night. AAAAA fee;ing that im leading a no-ife life now, so freaking nothing to do. want to know how nothing to do i can get? i even thought of going back to play maple story....

sian-ness

don realli have anything to blog about. these few days life is rather peaceful to put it in good words, to be abit more ugly word will be boring. HAIZ finished my milk, finish watching onepiece, finish my food, but one thing seem never going to finish, stress and workload. faint.



why is life so unfair.....

i did something stupid

aaa went for dance practice today. practiced salsa hiphop and alittle bit of across the floor. then practice here practice there, at the last part lexiang got realli realli high and starts to challenge jingwei. was totally funny la. them me and amin start to challenge each other. he say he won but i say i won. so... lets move on. then ppl starts to drama. lol. got realli reali crazy. in my opinion. i will giv the best actor award to lexiang, and best actress to daphne. haha.

on my way home, i did something realli realli realli realli X83294762398 stupid. i chaines all the way from blkE to blkA to the exit. then i giddy all the way from yo chu kang to houngang. i swear i will never do something so stupid again.

reach home. check my result. I PASS!! but gpa 1.9++ onli. not that gd la, but at least i pass. made a promise to my family that next sem will show gd result or they will cut down on my commitment. realli need to pull up my socks. k. i go rest liao. tml i shall visit the gym to train my abs, which is currently a united kindom. shit la my back, cannot do crunches, cannot do this, cannot do that. go die la..

so long didnt post liao

quite a few days didnt blog liao. haha. cos my sis was rushing her project with the laptop so i didnt get a chance to use com. haha.

okay.... shall start blogging about sun. haha. went practice dance with amin, germaine, jess, jingyi. go to this CC near ang mo kio one la. not angmokio, forgot the name. then hor, its a nice place la. open area with wind... but got the noise of the mrt and the 'fantastic' singing from the aunties and uncles from the karaOK shop just beside us... -.- haha. half way through dex suddenly appeared. then practice practice.. suddenly i spotted o2jam on jingyi's laptop. then i attemp to play, but cannot then she got O2MANIA!!! WOOT!!! then i started playing :P in the mean time amin and germaine they all started filming themselves.

haha. acctually got alot more. this is one of those that we took. but amin onli send us this.... hope ur like it. lol X5

okay! monday... went for cheeka house for some majiong session. alamak. lost $3.90 HAHAHAH lucky la.. not that much.. little bit onli..

later, going for dance practice... gonna practice across the floor. issit it cool? E308. so looooooooooong. can realli practice until siao HOHOHO

first day with my jazz shoes

back from dance practice.... tired... peter gave us a new across the floor.. im like seeing stars la... @_@ but wad he say is rite la.. we need to practice more and train more... its been ab 5mths since i join SAdance and i still cannot hold through out my launch balance... shame. TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!! pirouttes lvl 1-9~~ im coming~~~

danced with my brand new jazz shoe today, toe PAIN like shit man...hope to get used to it soon. tml going for training for my job. MONEY MONEY COME!!! MONEY MONEY COME!!! HAHA hopefully by term3 (if i managed to pass this coming assisment la) i will have enough money to get myself a jazz snickel(issit spelled this way?).

I WAN TO GET SOMETHING LIKE THE ONE DEX GOT! GOLD!! SO DAMN SEXY AND HOT LA!!

wad a nice morning..

YAWN~~

wake up in the late morning 1130... drink my cup of nice nice HL strawberry milk, eat my nice nice cupcakes, listen to some nice nice music, lying on my nice nice bed, posting on my this nice nice blog, slacking to the nice nice weather... shiok.... this is wad i call holiday...

normal sch day i onli get to sleep ab 3-6hour. my this holiday i can sleep 6 - 12 hours(most of the time is more then 8 la). activity wise is still the same, but the sleeping and slacking time is SHIOK sia..... go watch one piece liao... just nice. finish my cup of milk and finish blogging XD

to rab : MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

haha. went to sentosa for interview today. got the job HOHOHO. will be starting work on 21st. so damn long la... still struggling between accepting the jitterbug scholarship or not. my heart tells me yes, but my wallet and family tells me no. haiz..... struggling struggling...

went to celebrae my dad's bd at a thai restruan. quite nice the food. the funny thing is, when we reach tere, they tell us. 'if u want to eat inside the aircon, u need to wait min 1/2hour. if u wan to sit at the non-aircon area, u can start ordering now'. so my family choose the non-aircon one, got fan and quite some nice tree to look at. its also quite cooling la. then eat finish liao, walk off, those ppl who queue befor us is still waiting while we finished eating a good meal in a good environment. issint singaporean strange? tha aircon and non aircon is no much diff la seriously, and because of the aircon they waited at the non aircon place... =.= in the end they spend more time in waiting then eating. u noe the waiting place is so stuffy and crowded... and the non aircon place to eat is like so cooling... stupid ppl sia...

drinking my HL strawberry milk now... YUMMY!

i spraine my left ankle again...

guess wad? i did it again. suppose to meet amin, germain, syak at 8 in sch. since i got a habit to be alittle late, i made the effort to reach alittle early this time.. but i got so tired, that i slept on the bus72. suppose to stop at blkA there cos nearer, but end up the bus captain wake me up at yck station. i too jangjiong then take my laptop and bag and run la, but my left leg totally numb so i fell to the ground, and that spraine my leg once. then i tried to stand up but lose my balance (still sleepy head) then fell and sprain the 2nd time. both time on my left leg. unlucky...

went to drama t 1000. so damn fun. miss drama sooo much and the peepz there... o0o0o0o0o0o.. i got to try to act as a angry father, not too bad i think...haha.. then...... move on to imh.. i was like sleeping there.. hahaa... laopa acctually treated all of us to pepper lunch cos of chu yuan's bd HOHOHO... too tired. tml still going interview. shall stop blogging here.. bb

slacking day

WOOOOO

wake up by a morning call from mum, asking me to go help dad at the work place. first thing that comes to my mind is SHIT I SHOULDNT PICK UP THE PHONE! but nvm... went to help cos dad alone wad... k, now the intresting thing. i went to this noodle stall (know those ppl well one la), then i ordered a $2.50 wantan mee.. usually is $2 la, i order for more mee... then i go back to my stall. few min later, the deliver the mee to my dad's stall. WHA KAO! that freaking plate of mee is like $5 worth la! like u buy 2 plates of$2.50 one and put together. the noodle is like oe whole mountian. think is because they know is i eat one, then give the amount to feed pig. =,= cant finish at all. squeeze as much as i can into my stomach but still onli manage to eat half of the noodle onli. the uncle who come and take away the plates still ask still don wan to eat arr? i was like i eat finish liao. cos i eat more then half of it already but still look as if i havent eat de amount la... -_

k, tats all for work. after my work, i went home and bath then go to dragon's house. damn freaking fun. haha.... went there to sleep, slack, play, sing, drink, eat. damn shiok. wad a slacking day. its a day where our gang meet up and just slack.

k la. go rest. meeting amin at 8am tml to practice salsa hiphop with germaine and syak.

jitterbug day

YAWN!!!

cos yesterday was so tired, i slept until 1125 until im woke up by amin's unexpected morning call.. so with that call i got, we decided to meet at 1645 at bugis to accopany him eat KFC. haha. reach city hall at 1730 to change and answer call for mother nature and all those... then wait for treasa they all. at 1820 all of us reached city hall mrt station who are the preety ladies treasa, daphne, yiyan, jess, and the hunks, dex, amin and me of course.. with the 7 of us... we depart towards jitterbug...

reach there, fill up some form... the there is this coloum asking for our dance experience.. in which styles and how long.. then i tick jazz, cos SA wad... but then, how many year..erm.. 4mths how to write? so we ask the person and in the end, me and amin wrote 1/3year. haha.
then......we start doing warm up by ourselves. i was like aaaaa... ooo....ouch... ahhh... all the way cos i got mussle ache every where..

then the audition starts. they jump straight to across the floor. did sth like battement variation, but alittle bit different. so abit confusing for me cos like used to doing the one peter teach. so.. then they did six-step-pirouttes-turn and je-tay(the split jump la... known as da-tiao in chinese). after that they threw us a 8 eights cheoro to the song 'you can't stop the beat'. love the music like shit man, but auditioning in groups of 4(for my group is number 18-21 which is jess, me, amin, dex) and dance the choero. but after the 8 eights, we need to improm 4 eights. O.o when dancing the improm part got a few point of time where i blank.. haha got this one part i donno why i slide to the floor then i doing nth there. super cock. LOL. the the 4 of us is like runing from one corner of the room to another corner.. going aroung... spin here spin there, chaines here je-tay there, split here, fly there, locking here, salsa there, sexy here, cramping there.. like donno like wad. haha..
we need to dance 2 time, cos need switch row wad.. first time 18 and 19 stand infront then 20 and 21 stand behind. then we dance finish 1st time onli the judges ask, ur tired? i was like 'ya.. *pant*pant*...' then dance the 2nd, energy critical liao... come of the room, middle back starts to pain.. pain like donno wad... in the end i was call for a 'call back' with another 3 gals cos they unsure of puting us through or not... so they wan to see the real us, and like wad we know. so since i tick jazz, i like just dance out everything i know and learned from peter(who is standing at one corner) and i started at the right side of the room... all the other 3 gals was staying at their place there, then onli me the cock, go spin and the jetay in front of them and loved to the left side of the room... then donno wad to do then just dance out all the choero tat peter teach.. then ahh!! my back... then just dance until they say stop then go out liao.. in the end, i was selected. O.O was quite shocked and unbelievable.. in the end me, amin, dex made it through with anothe 6 ppl whom i donno.. haiz... if i take it up, will be about $100 per mth, 8 classes per week min... need to think it over.. and over.. and over..

haiz.... time to go rest liao.. tml got dance again. with the condition of my back, i think tml i cannot do baby lift liao...

still missing HL strawberry milk. no time go buy... and i finishing my HL chocolate milk soo la...

ITS BEEN LIKE 2WK SINCE I LAST ATE PRATA!!!! CRAVING FOR PRATA!!!

energy zero...

no more energy liao. i spending my last bits of energy into blogging, which is the energy i got from my friend rice and a cup of HL chocolate milk(i finished the bottle of strawberry one liao). haiz....

just now talked to peter about my stupid back... he ask me drink milk, i say i got drink. then he say drink more milk, then i say i drink alot already!! then he say, the maybe u drink too much milk, then ur back like this. but i think hor, realli maybe i drink too much milk you know... is like i can finish 1 whole liter of milk in 1/2 a day... erm..... okay, lets talk about something else...

got dance practice today...

supposed to meet up amin and germaine to practice salsa hiphop at 3, but germaine got held back with sth so we push it back to 4, then went to blkE lvl 3 to practice... but when we reach there germaine wasnt there yet, so instead of doing the whole slasa hiphop, me and amin practice our 'shines' for salsa hiphop(so in love with salsa hiphop) and our locking cheoro 'untouchable' (the action that zelia do realli keeps going round and round in my head... *untouchable~~~*)..

haha.. then soon, we moved on to outside the studio there, and practiced along the pathway.. then when we first started dancing hor, got this uncle walk pass, then keep staring at me and germaine... then i look at him, then he look at me back, then i smile at him la like the hello-we-are-practicing-dance-and-we-don-bite way, then he smile at me back... then i was like blur dao... but then he still keep smiling, then he walk away... after a while i find him damn gay... but never mind, i got a hot chick infront of me, my partner germaineXD

partnering with germaine is such a fun experience.. HOHOHO.. dough we do have some smalll 'fights' going on while dancing some times... things will work well for the both of us, at least in my point of view la... she not scared of breaking my bone, im confidentin not breaking her bone, that dosent mean wil will start wacking each others bone arr... just that feel very comfortable with her. cos that time partner with hui fang, she veri super ultra blatra eltra light! quite scared to break her bones... realli.... sorri hui fang.....

okay, so dance practice offically starts at 1830, but from 1600 - 1800, i dance until i veri tired liao... so..

before dance practice already die
dance practice starts, DIE
do stretching, DIEE
do crunches, DIE X5
do battlments(think its spelled this way), DIE X7 (cos totally no strength liao, and my back pain)
so across the floor, not too bad lo... learn a new one today. quite fun, but hard to do it... THEN HOR, KAO, MY LAST ACTION DO WRONGLY THEN I SAY THE WORD SHIT OUT SO LOUD LA! so paisay....

haiz....

then move on to choero, peter wan to see within, hello & salsa hiphop... out of these 3 i onli dancing out salsa hiphop... gave in my best but not up to peter expection... YET! will try harder! haha BIG BIG thank you to rene for helping me and ger today... and ofcourse zelia and alison la... teaching us so much.. grr.... need to practice more...
then my piroette lvl 1-9 arr.. WHA LAO AAA..... KAA NAA SAI SIA!!! after all 9 lvl i like panting like horse tat ran 500907592078942370481KM la.... -.- realli realli need to drill it... onli did a double turn for lvl 3.... tried to do once for lvl 5, but the become veri blur on wad to do.. need to practice more...

waa.......

k la... i go rest liao.. most prob going for the dance audition tml... to see how the outside audition looks like... HOHOHO... ofcourse need to see mum giving the green light at my house doorstep or not la... =.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

so miss my HL strawberry milk and my roti prata.....

monday

a normal monday...

haha, went for dance practice from 10 - 4. managed to get the whole salsa hip hop steps down.. or i should say most la. got some parts still not used to it yet.. salsa hiphop is so damn fun la.. HOHOHOHO. the very good thing about today will be, my ball is save XD
after the dance practice veri guai. went home. but cos zelia was talking about yorguht( or issist spelt this way) during practice, make my mouth veri itchy. in the end, aiya... go cheers buy la... the brought a mixed fruit one DAMN NICE!!! meiji one is still as best as ever. HOHOHO tml practicing with germaine again at 3, shall blog more tml =D

swollen hand

my right hand is so cute now... its used to be fat, now its fatter. ITS SWOLLEN! -.- so freaking fat and pain.. hope it get better before monday man... think i over used it during thurs practice.

talking about thurs practice, it was such a WONDERFUL experience... kanna wack at my balls not once, not twice, but THREE TIMES! first is by our dear amin, then is germaine the cutie, then is the stupid me... -,- but i don blame amin and ger cos its realli an accident... haiz.... hope still can give birth sia.

got quite freaking angry with my family.. got quite a small fight with my mum and sis to go to YCS s.d. is like its not totally my fault to not go cover your shift at dad's work place! i know u have a back pain but i agreed others to be their facil! and don give me that ****ing attitude when i tries to explaine to u. and im now searching for jobs, again. wan me to work to feed my self? i can. but wan me to work and quit stage art? **** OFF!!!! i said i don mind having work, ycs, drama, dance, study cos im doing the thing i like. so i don mind being tired if i can dance and drama. but guess wad my mum reply?? 'i mind'. u wan me to have one less comitment and thats y i quited job with u comforming that u can feed me and buy me a laptop. now u say wan me to fed myself im okay, im OKAY with any thing ur wan. but DON DON DON DON DON ASK ME TO QUIT STAGE ART! if u don wan me to be 'tired', issint it a more easier way to giv me YOUR support, which is what i need, rather then pulling me down?! GRRR!!! WHY AM I STILL SO STRESS AFTER EXAM?!?!?!?! and guess wad? chuyuan(hope i spell correctly) say that she (or apple i donno who) proposed for me to dance for youthachivers 1year anniversary party, guess its time to sabo alfred and zishan they all. =D drag them down and we dance some disco type stupid dance XD (imagine alfred doing that make me laugh liao)

my brain is like overloading with thoughts now adays. my that useless full time advisor is like doing nothing... cann be trusted.. HAIZ X5

suppose to go to dragon house for prayer tonite one.. but staied at home instead to please my mum... like just going down and down some more... im getting closer to my ups i hope..