TODAY IS MY DAY!

LUNCHTIME ON TODAY!! PEOPLE COME WATCH!!!
1255 AT ATRIUM NYP!!!
MUSH COME!!!
DON BE LATE!!! 1ST ITEM ROCK!!!
miss it u cry..

was late for dance for 15min! lucky peter didnt scold.. this is how it went

1812 - aisha began run through (onli sences with my sences)
1830 - finish runthrough
1836 - finish comments
1836 - germain called, saying we are in trouble, ask me faster go
1841 - finish packing my back.l i got freaking 8 mounting board, 2 styrophone board, 4 plasti/paper bag, my own bag to carry
1844 - reach outside studio, spent 30sec trying to open the freaking door, too many thing in hand.
1845 - reach studio(ran like shit. everyone turn and lok at me as i run pass them. i like so wierd la)

so when i reach studio they just finish running, and i did mine too with additional 10kg on, from blk E to blk A.

banner was approved, so now i onli hoping that tml our admin don screw up, our logistic don screw up, our planning don screw up, my performance don screw up. cos just now when doing 'giv it to me' i felt faint 2time. before the octopus one is damn obvious. i like totally damn weak suddenly ad damn giddy.. final run through i realli gave in all the energy i got, don think its gd enough.. today i gave 100%, later im gonna giv 150%!!!! NICHOLAS CAN DO IT! then after 3pm will head off to do full dress rehearsal for dramanite. WOOT!

seriously need go sleep. my shirt was finish le. can go sleep le. BB! damn its raining.. gonna be freaking nice to sleep man...

urge for pratamania is 3stars! * * * * *

my attendance is realli realli realli veri bad.... today i didnt went for 3hours of class, onli went for 2 hour... wed thurs fri not going whole day...

thurs.. big headache. heard aisha wan runthrough but shida and anjana say rest? but anyway got rehersal at bishan park so got excuess letter... need take up ninja class and leard duplication skill.... then i can do dance\drama and go to class, sleep and study at same time, ISSINT TAT COOL?!?

sitting at the same spot as me last few post S476.............. nice place man........ dough the cloud look quite dark, but the sky look nice. realli wish to rest on one of it, wa........ think of it realli damn shiok sai.....

later going for drama, then go for dance. can onli breath after 3nov. pls, let me breath, i need some air....

lastly, thanx too all the people who helped me out (and the one peeping now), and thanx to my drama group, sorry for wad i did yesterday..

will go and try to liisten to the boring lect... -.-.

YANA!!!! STOP PEEPING!!!!


urge for pratamania is 3 star! * * * * *

im screwed.

wed thurs fri all got excuess letter. im so going to die. seriously scared i will get debarred. seriously need to go tok to my teachers, seriously need a rest.

IM NOT LATE FOR SCHOOL!

MUA HA HA HA HA! today i acctually made it for my morning class. monday 0800 graphic desgin. made it for the first time (week3 le lay).

GD i not tat scared, cos dough i missed 3 out of 5 lesson (today pluys the last 2wk, 2 lesson per wk), i didnt miss out much and i still can cope with it veri well. the thing tat i scared the most is just my attendance.haiz..... miss my prata, hope later before drama got time go eat.

come to talk about prata, zee was saying that i have a prataddition... the word looks kinda cool and i kinda agree to it. HOHOHO. trying illustrator just now and come out with something quite funny....

oh god im so tired.............. banner going to finish soon, just hope tat everything don screw up.

IT1844

first row on the lef side, msn-ing. first role on the right side, watching one piece,

second row on the left side is semi listening, so as the second row right side.

thrid row leftside, day dreaming, counter strike, blogging (me), racing game, getting horny.
third row right side, donno wad they doing, habing fun i think.

tat is the lesson im in now. super boring. HELPI WANNA SLEEP LE!

wierd

tired. all i have to say. tml 630 reach airport get the guy rom IYCS, 1000 reach school for class, 1300-1400 break time go drama, end sch 1800, meet mum to pass her laptop to bring home for sis at 1800, sxyback start at 1800, dance end2230 (got feeling its going to be 2300 again).

but then im so busy, i was questioning myself. have i been improving? from wad i see is no lo. my salsa hiphop and hiphop is like shit. like no matter how sharp i tried to be i still so soft and wudong. sickening.my pointing of leg is still suck. my strength, don wan tok about it. the onli thing that i can at least be alittle bit happy is my pirouettes. can finally do double liao. few time triple (ankle cannot dahan), and at least it shows tat all the ankle excersise is working. my back issint doing any good, so i seriously need to go see doc after lunchtime. AAAAA

not sleeping to study, so pls. giv me the energy

breaking down

well my friends. guess wad username i type when i tried to sgin in to blogger. 'breakdown'.

funny rite?!? i also donno why i type tat. but seriously. i realli feel likebreaking down. things seems to be just too hard for me to handle. wads my life like now? wake up, washup, school, break time practice dance, after school go for drama, after drama go to dance practice, go home sleep. with this hetic life, i pray and i wish and i hope and i pray harder that YCS pls don have anyevents near this time. and guess my prayer wasnt heard. dickson sms me tat this sat got a metting with IYCS member, and this thurs need to go pick up 1 IYCS member from the airport and tour him around singapore. i realli realli realli cannot get out from my drama and dance practice. yesterday i was late for dance for 30min and i guess peter was realli unhapy about it. drama? anjana and shida had already gave in so much for me, if i even didnt come for sat, i wonder wad to do for drama nite which is next fri.

so i sms dickson saying that i cannot make it cos i don even have time to study! then he ask me, 'why do u go and find so many commitment when u know u are in YCS exco'. i asked myself tat question...

my friends beside me, as in realli friendS, asked me to quit YCS. and guess wad, my family is so pissed with me to be in YCS. how the hell am i going to committeinto YCS??? my family is like shit now, my sis dosent wan to talk to me, my dad is... , my mum is so stress. further more, i need to work after 2nov cos i seriously need money. rite now im still thinking of ways to get my textbook, notes, and even admin card which is lost in the hands of my friend. MONEY!

saw rene on the way out to sch after dance yesterday. talked to her about my stagearts problem. feel alittle better now, but still veri bad. thanx rene.

was looking at the clouds a min ago. so feel like lying on one of it, and just comfortably rest there and don think of anything. enjoying the wind, feel the sun, have nothing to worrie about. but then there will not be any prata there so, drop tat idea.

OMG!! IM SO BORED!!! SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME!!! I CAN BELIEVE THAT IM IN THIS CLASS!!!

class is so freaking boring and i dont know wad the hell the teacher is toking about. i don even noe wad the name is la.. starting of the lesson i was like asking yana, ' wad is tha name of this module? '. LIKE WAD THE HELL LA.. so freeeeeeeeeasking boring... but after class, i will be so freaking stress.... its 8days to lunchtime performance, 10days to dramanite, 14days to dance assessment.

A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A H ! ! ! ! ! !

damn... i seriously hope to get the father chatacter into me, and get the technics into me.... PK turn.... jete!! CHAINES!! PIROUETTE!! battlement... die! and lunchtime.... veri scared lay... my salsa hiphop still ka-na-sai... hiphop item 'give it to me' is ka-na-ji-pu-sai.....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I NEED PRATA!!!! dough i just ate a milky prata 90min ago before i post. I NEED MORE PRATA!!

long time never drink milk liao. my back.

new colour scheme

haha. changed my tag board...

i find this one better cos i can choose my own colour combi, but then when i tried to make it bule (my ex-colour scheme, its abit gay). so i come out with black and red, then with my black ground white like majiam danzinc logo red white black. but it look nice to me, so giv me some coments ya!

sorry for not posting for so long my dear friends haha,

daph acctually asked me on msn to post so, yea.

gosh this wk is realli a long and busy week, and guess wad?! its onli my first wk of school. didnt attend a single class for the 1st two day (as explained on the last post), wed i over slept, thurs didnt skip lesson, fri overslept. next week onwrads i cannot oversleep at all, nor to be late. cos my attendance will be veri bad with all the excuess letters tat im going to recieve. HAIZ.. so pratically im present in NYP for more then 12hours every weekdays, but weekends is onli a few hours. why? activity are clashing like nobody business now...

31st oct-dance lunchtime performance
2nd nov- drama nite

so every single day i will be either dramaing, or dancing, or dramaing and dancing. its tough and i can feel the pressure. but i do believe that i can pull through this. after all, im doing wad i like, and im enjoying the moments. im trying to invite my family to drama nite. for them to understand me more. my mm she agreed, but my sis, not too sure. i havent got a chance to ask them. cos when i asked them to come for my lunchtime they said no immidatelly. cos tat time production i didnt managed to get enough tickets, so they cant go. but nvm, i will get my ticket first, then i ask them this time round.

then again on msn, fir told me something. 'preassure is good'. i guess wad he say is rite, =D thanx fir! i will make it through his time. family, finacial, friends, time, studies. i will manage it will i promise.

STEAMBOAT DAY!

GOSH! BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST BLOG PROPALLY!

okay this will be a loooooooooooooooooooooong blog to keep my blog alive.

went to eat steamboat at ZhiPing's (BE v.p) house. it was SOOOOOOO FUN!! the most fun part is to see yeeshan botak! MUA HA HA HA. i noe i veri mean la, but realli veri funny. die, 2years later become me, sad. haha. anyway, i was late for the meet up, suppose to meet at 1830 but i reach at ab 1845... same train as terry but he dao me la.. listen to his songs... haiz, dissapointing... quite a number of ppl went there i cant realli remember everyone's name, got a few be gals, dc gals, terry and... another guy i forgot his name suddenly im so sorry, erm, germaine, treasa, jess, zelia, yeeshan, fir, alision, brian, jingyi, benji, peter, rene(the one who bite me and pinch me and hit me which realli hurts. ESPECIALLY THE BITE, win meixian..).. erm.. think tat much ppl lo... quite many ppl.. (sorry if i miss out anyone)

got ALOT of food sia, we all see the amount of food first thing come to our mind is 'SINFUL'. gosh! lunchtime coming soon la! grr... then treasa they all was like keep telling me beyond ledgen wear singlet lay... salsa hiphop wear singlet lay... then must slim down la! AAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I NOE I FAT LA!!!!!! grr.. need slim down or not everyone wear singlet nice nice onli i so fat... then when i bring take the food everyone went WAHHHHHHHH then so paisay la.. in the end i onli ate 3 serving of food(look at my size pls), and a few vege that i kapo from kind benji(thanz so much T_T)... then reach home i still abit hungry, cos don dare eat so much. =>.<= STOP LAUGHING! grr...). at first tot will burst over 80kg one..

got some photos but is with rene they all, if i got it i will post la. *still havent post the camp one... lazy..*

oh ya... today they also celebrated benji(belated one) and erm.. and another gal who they call panda(advance one).. forgot her name.. ya so they celebrated their birthday. after singing the song, i go toilet pang sai, come back, the cake is gone... so... nvm, on diet anyway....



okay another topic. IM SO GREAT! COS IM GOING TO SKIP MY LESSON ON THE FIRST 2DAY OF SCH! haha.. cos of SEG open house, then got performance, so i got excuess letter from 9-1 for firstg 2 day of sch. abit sad and happy. can skip those jiao intro from the teacher, but on the other hand those intro are quite important. so need find out from friend le lo. HAIZ... but my first dance performance... I WILL JIAYOU DE!! *pls pls pls don spraine my leg again like last time youth culture brazza pls pls pls*

danz inc camp ROCK MAN

danz inc camp rock!

learn more about choero-ing, reggae, studio, coustume shop, peter(lol).

have alot of fun

too tired thinking of camp le HAHA

post until here

had ALOT of fun la

tagged by Noorasyakirah Binte Rahmat.

Layer 1: On the outside

Name: nicholas long jiyong

date: 05-12-1990

Current Status: single as usual

Eye colour: black

Hair Colour: orange-y brown i will say (supposed to be la)

Layer 2: On the inside

My heritage: pure chinese

My fears: lonelyness

My weaknesses: brainless

My perfect pizza: any pizza. can eat, i like =D

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow My first thought of

waking up: YAWN~~~

My bedtime: get some energy for tml

My most missed memories: that day when i have alot of money.

Layer 4: My pick.

Pepsi or Coke: coke

Single or group dates: donno... depends i think

Adidas or Nike: nike

Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate

Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino

Layer 5: Do you?

Smoke: nah~

Do you Curse: like ya..

Have a crush: ya..

Go to school: ya...

Believe in yourself: ya..

Think you're a health freak: no. LOOK AT THE WAY I EAT!

Layer 6: In the past

Drink alcohol: a little

Gone to the mall: ya

Dyed your hair: ya

Layer 7: Have you ever..?

Played a stripping game: nah. don mind to try one dough :P

Change who you were to fit in: in the past in pri sch.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to

Get married: think so.

Layer 9: In a partner

Best eye colour: any eye will look gd on her

Best hair colour: any colour will look gd on her

Long or short hair: any hair will look gd on her

Layer 10: What were you doing?

A minute ago: finishing this survey

An hour ago: waching one piece

A Month ago: don remember. got SSTMS.

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..

I love: my life.

I hide: *im hiding it*

I need: a life

Layer 12: Tag 5

kenneth

kaye

germaine

yiyan

daphne

=D

a slacky wed

today when i wake up i feel veri strange cos of my back. then try to get of my bed, AIYA. back pain. move to the right, AIYA. back pain. move the the left, AIYA. back pain. so in the end i lie on my bed for 10mins to think of how to get off my bed. cos i put my leg down when lying, AIYA. back pain. so i flip over, do a child hold, roll up(not roll la, just come up la, roll i will die), then sit up, then walk down my bed.

after that i went to see doctor. waited for like 40min and it feels so wierd. cos u see, everyone there is like slauching and dying like this, onli me sit until super straight. so, veri wierd.

go home, eat some bread, take med, play some game, sleep, wake up go aunt house with family to makan, come back take med, blog, later sleep. tml go for the nyaa thingy and dance pract(daph allow me to sitin YA!). haiz...

okay, this is a veri funny thing, for the pass 3 wk im super free and i wan to teach zishan they all dance, some stupid shit i come out for them for YouthAchiver anniversary la.. must contribute abit as a member wad.... but they don wan, wan play majiong instead. nvm... this sat they wan practice but im all the way in nyp having dance camp. after camp need prepare for oct 31st lunchtime performance (seriously need to train alot cos i now kanasai. as in realli sai, sai u noe? SAI!). somewhere near performance also got dance assessment, donno when la but need to work veri hard starting from NOW, cos i like SAI. then followed my drama nite, which i think need alot of my commitment, then will be ycs EOY camp and carolling and so.... blahblahblah... and it think the anniversary is somewhere after dramanite onli... so.... ya. seriously need to dig time. and i seriously think that i need do more CIP if i realli want to get my NYAAgold award next year(which i dought i have the heart and time la)i think i have about 20-30 hours already, need to hit 80hours. its easy! if i don have this much commitments..... oh well, thats just nicholas-y rite?

okay. time to go slack some more. WOOOOOOOO

ahh~~ my back~~

my back pi-jia today during dance practice...

for the whole story, lets go back to 4days ago~~~

playing majiong at chee ka house, then was slauching, not sleeping properly.. then suddenly see my tiles i go PONG and suddenly sit up straight. so, for that, i hurt my back...

then today, everything was fine cos stretching i didnt do those i cannot do one and crunches i do abit onli(dough meixian ask me not to do). then do battlement kicks.. front was okay, then do side one my back PA. gone. then sitin the studio for ab 3hours... sian.....

DANCE CAMP COMING!! DEAR BACK! PLS LET ME BE ABLE TO GO!!!