i seriously seriously seriously need to buck up my studies. lunchtime and dramanite realli make me lost my way in studies already... yesterday went to class, from lab 2 PEWWW lab5 with a quiz.. today... lab 1 PEWWW lab 4. i was like WTF?!?!? seriously need to do more self study..
for some reason, i hope to do my best in dance assessment but fail the assessment and get kick out.... cos, it feels less hurtful to be 'not good enough to be there', then 'good enough to be in there but cannot be in there'... i don wan to quit dance, nor drama. but my studies, my time... i veri scared alimuin nite... most prob will be stuck between dance and drama again....
mum and sis is already hinting me to work, cos i promised them to work after dramanite... seriously in need of money, and seriously don know wad to do... and seriously don feel like going home..
yesterday choero... i find mine quite orite la... but i donno why i got this habit of closing eyes. drama also close eyes, dance also close eyes... i love abstract too much.
urge for pratamania is 5stars! * * * * *
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