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if u say that you dont realli understand what i posted at my last post, i will have to say, i don blame u. i was typing with my half awake brainand i found out alot of the thing i type is... erm.. how to say? not relli understandable?

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do you know, i used one whole roll of toilet paper for my nose in one nite?(save money la, don waste tissue)!? like scary u noe...



recently, alot of things geting through my head. what is my goal in life. is it reachable. is it true. should i reach for what i want? even if it upset someone. i want someone in my life, to brighten up my life. but im scared, scared from the failure i've been through. it was a long wait that time, but guess it didnt paid off.
is two and half year long?
nick.... are u sure u got over her?